I HAVE BEEN BATTLING BIPOLAR DISORDER FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER. I HATE FEELING CRAZY, SAD OR MAD. IT HURTS ,NOT ONLY ME BUT MY FAMILY AS WELL.MY DOCTOR PUT ME ON EFFEXER,I STILL HAVE EPISODES, THEY JUST SEEM TO BE FURTHER APART. EVERY COUPLE OF WEEKES. IT ALWAYS STARTS WITH ME BEING EXTREAMLY SAD. I DO HAVE SUICIDAL THOUTHS.I GET PARANOID. ARE THEY TALKING BAD ABOUT ME PLANNING AGINST ME.ICANT TRUST ANYONE.NERVOUS, I CANT TELL YOU HOW MANY TIMES I TURNED THE WRONG WAY WHILE DRIVING. THE KIDS ARE STARTING TO NOTICE THAT SOMTIMES MOM IS DRIVING AROUND IN CRICLES. I NO WHERE I GOING BUT FOR SOME REASON MY MIND GETS DISTRACTED AND I ABSOULTLY FORGET WHAT IM DOING.
